Middle finger to everybody.......

it's like a fcuk with the big letter F.......FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.......................

i hate my families.................
why my dad ignored me? why my mum couldn't spend a minute with me...
BUSY...BUSY..BUSY with their new restaurant sampai ignore anak sendirik....
nak mintak duet pun payah...lelama abes la duit ASB aku gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..............
mmg buat aku x de keinginan nak balik umah.........

and then about my thesis..bajet ada sorang pakcik yang alim nak mampos..warak nak mampois.. semayang tonggang terbalik, anak sedara nk mintak tolong carikan surah takbley............
mentang2 penah mintak pinjam duet kat mak aku, mak aku x bagi nak dendam kat aku plak...

makcik yang bajet bomoh..bajet tahu ar pasal al-quran.... die pun 2X5 gak..sume malas nk amik port............PUKIMAK btol la......... tertekan aku.... dedek wat hal...mak bapak ignore...
pakwe pun xde.........jeff don't tag along...jangan harapkan org lain jew.........
hisyam..........please.............i couldn't say a word when it comes to u............

i just wish...aku xde saudara mara.................YANG x BERGUNA..........................

tolong.....

aduii..bawu nk anta full draft thesis isnin ni..org laen dah anta hard cover da...haishhh...then, photoshoot advertising aku x settle agi..haiya...........then..idea..tolonglah dtg kepada ku...JUPITER advertising...ape lagi yg intresting................

end of study part....

mapez...drum major kelantan suh aku jadi arranger utk drumcomp dorg sem depan...masalahnya..aku still dlm proses wat lagu shah alam...bru dpt 3 lagu....xtaw topek maw brape....dah la si mapez tu nakkan theme SUDIRMAN...ciplak V.I tol la...ade ke die nk aku wat rentak jazz??? gilos.....dah la tga prepare buku score utk bebudak baru percussion...and then.. conductor wieda maw aku wat score chromatic scale mcm aku apply pda keyboard percussion..
mcm2...nak kene compile drum rudiments, drum rhythms, wat lagu utk drumcomp s.alam, kelantan lagik...Kuala Lumpur drum corps lagik...babi.......................mcm mane laks nih........
aku bru bercadang nk kerja ngan Presents Malaysia as designer kat situ..bajet enviroment marching band la...pasal depa syarikat yg organize klwmbc..tapi..hezrul mcm menunjukkan reaksi yg x best kerja disitu.......haish~

parents aku pulak baru buka lagi satu cafe- awi cafe n pastry..di seremban 2..so...memang lah bz...mak aku plak mintak aku kerja, n tolong2 kat situ...mana satu laks ni....
syam tersayang suh aku sambung master...aishhh............berbelah bahagi........

nervous.......

hahaha...kejap lagi aku nk pergi 6th session Kuala Lumpur Drum Corps training...nervous sket..
sebab 1st time main Multiple Tone bass...tapi..bukan tu sebenarnya yang aku nervous...

1. pasal 1st time KLDC...dats for sure la..
2.Thesis punya dateline da dekat...interview pun belom..
3.Presentation Major Advertising
4.BIRTHDAY HISYAM HILMI 13 OKTOBER NIH!!!!....

aku dah kirim mak aku blikan Tshirt panic at the disco kat singapore...tp xda..
ada Fall Out Boy je..aku harap die suka la..

and mcm biasa...aku watkan kad utk die..Ajax suh aku confess kat die..tapi..aku takot...
rasanya aku xkan confess kot..aku sanggop break up ngan bf aku..sebab xley lopekan hisyam..
and aku xkn lupakan die..sebab..die terlalu PERFECT...

sorry ary, sorry pe'no..and sorry jeffry..coz i turn u down...just for a 17 year old guy...

Kuala Lumpur Drum Corps

yeah..........selepas Uitm Orchestra Simfoni... aku join plak Kuala Lumpur Drum Corps...
main utk beberapa function and of course...KLWMBC.....kami main opening for KLWMBC 09...
xyah mintak tiket ehsan free dari hezrul lagik....ahahaha...sebab aku pun dah nk abis da..selama 11 semester dalam uitm marching band...masa skola dulu Yu Hua Marching Band.. lepas ni masuk show band aje...penat dah........tapi still lagik..auntie aku suh sambung master bidang music kat Manhattan...duduk ngan die kat sana...tapi...nanti dulu lah...
best taw masuk drum corps ni..yasmin hani pun main snare...jgn wat gile...tp yg xbest..umur 21 above je..budak skola xle join...sedey.....
kalau ade pit percussion aku nk try main vibraphone...sesatunya alat yg aku x pernah main dlm pit percussion..xylo sudah, marimba sudah, glockenspiel sudah, timpani, drumset, cassa, chime sume dah pegang...vibraphone blom agi....ehehhehehe......aku pikir2 balik...nape aku amik art& design kat uitm nih....boring...tp result okey je...hurm...nyesal x amik music dari awal....

cik kem...aku xnk budak skola ko...dengar kata jahat2...xmaw...aku nk org yang x jakun bila dtg bandar...so...aku still kat pegangan aku...hisyam hilmi always...ehehehe..